puzzled teenagers life

God is so good 2 me

2004-09-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

hey! i talked with my prof... and yes! he's going 2 give me extra work 2 myk up! yahoo! 'm so hapi! everythings going my way! xempre... with the help of the Lord! Finals nlang ang kelangn kng harapin! .... Lord.. help ulit?

"Things will go my way" Lyric by " THE Calling"

and hey! the english report went well... and yesterday... ksbay ko bestfriend kng guy pauwi! we dropped by at McDo and we won a big mac burger from their promo thingy! hahah! hope the week goes well 4 me... wax as usual texted me still.. sabay pauwi. and uhm, i dnt reply at ol at jzie's txtz! =)

hay....

2004-09-27T16:41:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i last blogged... hay! m kinda in a not so gud state right now... m still bothered dun sa logic results ko... i found out n madmi din kming ng-fafail... pro 'm not hapi. sobrang perfectionist ang parents ko... my mom particularly... hay! 'm planning n mg-layas if ever panget ang mkuha kng grades *read: bagsak* ok na... coz meron n kng nakausap n friend who is willing 2 "hide" me if ever i plan na mg-layas... tama ba 2ng ggwin ko? hay... i have a little money... and sa sembreak i can get a job while hidding... xempre il stop. natatakot ako kz e... sa mom ko, and nahihiya din. =( wat m i gonna do? tama bah 2... ders no oder choice... my parents won't understand... alot of gud things are happening sa lovelife ko ngyn... considering na single ako... pero wla akng pakelam... i have bigger problems that i need 2 give attention 2. =(

arrgghh!

2004-09-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

... today. nothing much happened. offcourse we wer taken aback by the revelations we had da previous day... i have another problem! i think 'm gonna fail my philosophy klas! dat mins i wnt be able 2 study at ust next sem! and m super duper mega in trouble with my mom!!! she wnt understand!!! dam it! logic? m failing logic? i dnt know wat 2 do... everythings so ... out of my control! i cnt bring myself 2 study logic! its just so damn..... stupid! hahah! well nough said! ders a bigger news! charmaine! broke up with her boyfriend who got her pregnant!!! she said so so sick and tired of arvin not telling his parents that he got her pregnant so she broke up with hiM!! stupid move huh! dats the dumbest thing i think she did! 'm proud of her... wen she decided not to abort the baby! but she tripped wen she fuckin' broke up with arvin! wat will happen 2 da baby now... cguro dats just a sort of blackmail. so arvin wud tell his parents na. kelvin, ian, phil, jc and i are the once hu knew of her secret... now.. ur one of us. so dnt tell anyone huh! ;l
i played gunbound... jzie, bien and jiano was online. jzie and i played 4 a while... i got a little bored. and my fuckin' PC was LAGGING! arrgh! wax texted and asked if i was still in ust. hey i say him 'round luch time... after his PE. but rosario and i hid... i ddnt want 2 see him.

a day of revelation (part 1)

2004-09-22T22:03:00.000-07:00

its 10am... i have no klas and m hir at the university library passing time. . . fuck! i just cnt believe what i've bin hearing 2day! so many revelations, that i wished haven't been revealed. surprizing coz it's not about me... i used to think that my block section is full of weirdos and geeks and boring peeps... actuarial science isn't rily the A List course u know. but i tuk it coz i know i'l stand out... m pretty much the A-List crowd. the day started same old same old... the usual stuff not until psychology klas dat is.... as i was listing not at the reporter but at my friends discman... i heard Lory my seatm8 chatting with a klasm8... Lory's not really my friend... we had fights and she often fought with oders too... almost ol r klasm8s hate her.. she's bossy, annoying and always wants to get things her way. I couldn't help but eavesdrop on the topic... and i wished i didn;t listen at all... she was whispering (in an audible kind of whisper) stuff about what she did with her boyfriend last night. i was so shocked! LOry? uhmm... yea she is bitchy at times and obnoxious but u wudn't think that she's having sex with her boyfriend. coz u wud think that shes the kind of gurl who's innocent at those stuff... wen the boys are joking each other she about sex stuff she wud go " yuck! what r u guys talking about! perverts" but now she's telling all details of what happened, and in what she felt. i tried hard not to listen but the thought kips bugging me. i dished the topic during r free tym but my guy frends and cher noticed that i was so bummed out. they cajouled me into telling them wat it was... well, i rily wanted to tell coz i want 2 get it out of my system but i told myself not to coz... even though lory is so annoying... i just can' t... cher, guessed that it was about Lory. i nodded. and they cajouled some more. and then cher was lyk... guys i wanna tell u sumtyng. we wer eating at a nearby diner that time and the boys was so gulo. we became silent for a while waiting for her to tell us wat it was.... she began. "sana atin atin lang toh huh. hindi n ko mg-aaral nxt sem" we wer all asking why... then she continued. "nahihiya ako. kaya sana atin atin lang 'to. hindi n ko mg-aaral kz... buntis ako" WHAT! charmaine! cher? is pregnant?! she luks so innocent! so fresh... so.... not the kind of gurl who wud be into pre-marital sex! she's not at all bitchy, or annoying... she's just right. she's prim and proper and mahinhin. an example of a true filipina... oh my gosh! i have been hearing things about pre-marital sex at the least persons i've expeceted! Lory? i cud deal with her... i understand that she cuddo such thing but cher? i can't believe she's pregnant! i want 2 asked her lots of questions... but i decided just 2 kip it 2 myself.... she's my barkada... she's pregnant... at 17. 'm one year older than her... she's having a baby... i can't imagine her pregnant... big tummy and all... i guess my block isn't that boring after all.......

mudy soccer!

2004-09-21T19:45:00.000-07:00

i have soccer game 2day!!! i was so xcited! as in sobra! and then... f*ck! rain starts pouring! so hard! damn UST! baha! hay! 'round 12 da rain stopped! but still the field was soaking wet! how r we suppose 2 play!? sbi ni prof. rain or shine.... wer gonna play! okidoki... i told my team8s agad na sweeper ako! (forward nman tlga kz ko e) ahahah! inutakan ko cla .... the grass was wet... and i didn't want 2 be running around the mud kicking and splashing water ol over! 1 message received.... it was 4m wax.. sabay nnman daw kmi uwi? err... uhmm... pwde not 2day. please? kz m tired e... i have a game and i'l be muddy and u know yada yada... still he insisted! pero khit anong insist nya.... sori i di pwde... wax? hhmm.... he's kinda cute... but not rily my type of guy... he's astig... a emo ata e... skateboarder (b4 daw) but not at all hygenic... i want guys who smell gud (m not saying that he smells bad huh) pero... how m i going 2 say dis... mdjo. i lyk clan, neat guys e... heheheh! he's not courting pero... he kips texting paramdam texts... aarrgghH! im having a hard tym breaking the bad news 2 one of my suitor ang now... meron nnman!

a new friendship

2004-09-20T18:41:00.000-07:00

its 6:04 pm... sept. 20, one hour ago.... ksbay ko c wax pauwi. a frend of bianca, from the college of engineering hir sa UST (my x was 4m college of eng.). i'm from college of science... mga cguro opposite 4m der building. i met wax thru bianca... na bestfriend ng frend kng si rose (whooo! friendster world huh?!astig connect2 ) he's nice. nung nsa chem lab ako 'round 1 sumtyng... wax texted me, if pwdeng sbay daw kmi uwi? since he lives close lang sa village nmin... sabi ko ttmbay pa ko with sum frends e.. and dat i still have klas. natpos klas ko mga 2. aun, ng-tambay aq w/ sum frends pah... den, as i was going home... wax txted me agen. sabay daw kmi.... i commute kz 4m scul pauwi... i told him na i was riding the jip n nga.. which is a bit true and sumwat false... i was "going" to ride plang. sbi ko wag nlang... still he insisted... ang kulit! told him so many palusot pero still.... persistent xa! sbi nya he'll mit me nlang sa 7-11 at EDSA station. (dats olso wer i ride da jeep going 2 severina wer i live) so, aun nah... nauna kng umalis sknya sa ust so xempre he got der late. but no so late. we rode n da jeep... kwentuhan aun, wala lang... stories 'bout scul, haus, scul, haus, gunbound and stuff... he's nice nmn. ei! he looks a bit lyk my former crush... c ryan argante... hehehe! we walked home wen we reached severina... i found out that he's allergic 2 trees! whahahah! freaky huh! hindi nmn daw as in allergic... prang na-truama lang daw xa. o well, think this is a start of a new friendship. =) atleast i have na a ksbay pauwi oder dan my x na minsan pg-umuuwi kmi ng sbay e we olweiz end up fighting.... pero dati un. wer a lot different now... i've learn to tame chino na... i can play n with his moods and i think that just cool... since wer bestfriends and ol at..... and by the way... dpat 2 years n kmi yesterday. =( i still miss him as my bf.

drastic start of the week or maybe not....

2004-09-20T15:44:00.000-07:00

*yawn* whaaa!? wtf its olrdy 5:20am! di ako ginising ng househelp! or ni mama man lang! gotta hurry m running a little late! f*ck wlang hot water!?? ang lamig putek! dats wat i've bin feeling wen i woke up! i have just rested but still 'm feeling stressed out! or was i... not until i read my cell.. hhmm, message from a chino ( ex-boyfrend turned bestfrend) flashback!!! today's sept 20, khapon... 19... dpat 2 years na kmi... o well, dats life. dnt wanna be crying over spilled milk. tska in good terms nmn kmi lately e. ayaw ko lang ng mga kwentos nya 'bout his recent crush. kelangan p bng i-memorize yan? ;) hehe! no actually i wanted 2 hir nmn tlga those e. pra atleast... i know wats happening sa knyang buhay dba? i still love him... gnun tlga. but life must move on. well... eniwei, o ayun n nga! sobrang ng-mamadali ako. i remmbered dat i wont be riding the with gian 2day coz wala xang pasok! huh!? commute! omg! i live hir at paranaque... and recently my gngwang sumtyng sa road... i asked my dad if he cud drop me wer the lawton shuttle was parked. aun, he agreed pero still natrafic prin kmi!
*ust* arrived a tad late... okie lang c ma'am ong lang nmn e. hehe! cute ni joko! my ex-crush bagong shave lang nya e,.. damn i hate ian sugun... my klasm8 4m hell. actually, he's been hanging around me and my friends l8tly! kainis! gggrrhhh! o well... wax texted a friend 4m the college of engineering... hhmmm... sabay umuwi? (he live near lang r village e) no thanks. wer not that close p nmn e. kaya un. . . un muna write ko huh!

feeling tlaga ang mga gurls!

2004-09-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

gurls cud be so feeling minsan. dis guys been sending mixed signals... not that 'm reading his signals! :)) i min. he kips on making me feel special. pero he's a well known chickboi! so wazzup w/ hiM? o well... just dish da topic!

-- nxt problem is how do i break up w/ sum1 hu isn't my boyfriend? huH!? confused ka noH!? ders dis guy... jzie, rakista xa. well... m a bit rockish... (meron bng word n gnun) pero i dnt rily go 4 rakista type of guys... coz i feel der a little (a big little) aggresive e.... he kips on texting me stuff and even sumtyms cols me baby! damn it! i told him. di mo ko baby! so dnt col me baby! huh?! minsan he still does. aarrgggh! dnt know wat 2 do with him nah!

first time

2004-09-19T19:42:00.000-07:00

hhmm... tis my first tym hir at blogger.com! hope it goes well...